John Beer


from Darklands (“Meat Counter”)

Damp eraser to the expedition itself.

 

Is in curious fake car, is under there moaning.

 

Endure these bastards, he has to, through cartoons.

 

See my name: don’t you forget about Kinky Leo.

 

O Lucky Lake, all I have could sue a tight friend.

 

 

Her suit in first from here she comes I remember

 

nouns from where is under there moaning

 

eventually Lil Token came to noise

 

deep proton ergo poetry if half

 

expedition the other half simply go

 

 

Right, you okay? Movie time taken away.

 

Any tin lickings wax to told you yourself.

 

Lean my self-awareness, but everybody has it.

 

Put my sis to work for that Nick and his miso cargo.

 

Echo us acoustic what the breath explains to us.

 

 

Nicky ecclesiastic Nicky won a dose

 

up until she ate it out of two trees

 

but it’s best living in toe paradise

 

either out or who this writing smirched

 

rat tat logo till the scat comes dead and livid

 

 

Dead lips either like a token of little Nicky’s hair.

 

Else it’s rich and poor, shit-talkers continue yapping.

 

Nor skip Legotown and its nasty cigarette cake.

 

As in all satanic allegory, nobody scared of honey.

 

Basking I do, better tossing a bolo clear through yon guard.

 

Meat Counter

 

Lin:      I quit the vegan life a year ago—

            I thought you knew that, Teddy.

 

Teddy:                                                      No. No way.

            It doesn’t matter though.

 

Lin:                                                  I didn’t mean—

 

Teddy: We’re late enough already. I don’t want

            To get there after dark, not after what

            The old guy said. Let’s get our meat and go.

 

Ponch: Hang on—you haven’t asked me what I want.

            I think I want—I think I—wait for it . . .

 

Teddy: We’re waiting. . . .

            

Ponch:                                    I don’t know, ground beef, I guess,

            Or chicken, pork, a duck breast, even Spam:

            Just not that cigarette cake. That shit’s nasty.

 

Synth:I don’t think that’s a thing, Ponch. You just dreamed it.

 

Ponch: Whatever. I don’t like it.

 

Counter Guy:                                 Thirty-three?

 

Lin:      That’s us! We’re on the way to [muffled sound]

            To stay a couple days, and everyone

            Says [static] is like heaven in the evening,

            So we would like some skewers—chicken, lamb—

            To throw on the grill as we watch the sun descend,

            And brisket, too, we’ll slowly roast on Sunday.

 

Counter Guy: Meat is what we’ve got. It’s really good.

 

Lin: Okay, well, like I said, we want some lamb—

 

Counter Guy: What we’ve got is meat. No special type.

            But once you’ve had it, you’ll be hooked, I promise.

 

Ponch: No special type? I’m sorry, that’s fucked up.

            Like you mix a bunch of animals together?

 

Counter Guy: No. That’s not it.

 

Ponch:                                      What is it then?

 

Counter Guy:                                                              It’s meat.

 

Synth: All of the sudden, I don’t feel so good.

 

Lin: From the pills?

 

Synth:                         No, not the pills.  I need some air.

 

 

 

Good, Ina, try to exit, thlipping to the tenth day.

 

Rough pistons, big enough pistons arc toward death.

 

Under a dose you tone the living crown.

 

No exit from acoustic, tittering breath.

 

Darkly said takes Nick the church on my hurt ankle.

 

 

West of the second death we theft a tooth

 

Each angle teasing through the married graph

 

Given the word each edge split as in volcano

 

As in sharp oxy either when the cat took his

 

Up throne satin cravat is my name

 

 

Fuck earnest peace whoever turns the piston.

 

Lost in an apt March day: O, what I trusted.

 

Else how might a tan peck die for you, Kon-Tiki.

 

In all I have a little cat with a key.

 

Crouton taste. Did Big Bill teach you that?

 

 

House taught the black baleen an open scandal

 

Taut onion ton really my eaten son

 

Go look at ya golden porn does it seem sexy

 

Excavate you sick rattan learn up on Nicky’s name

 

Blurt changed thought pattern either me now go

 

 

As I taxed an icky war and all its pomp.

 

Us tomatoes moo. O have us sounding, breathing.

 

Eggs talk to seeking lesions: it’s on camera.

 

Thus shall I give the hidden ones themselves.

 

Every topsy stone will give, as every cancered letter.

 

 

Name does not exist; nor do its multitudes; nor any boundary to its boundlessness.

 

But on the other hand name becomes in your incandescence a manner of speaking,

 

Rat of the last desire, Lion-Rat, one of the things that varies not in varying,

 

Under a thousand guises, sporks, the primary ranks, Standard Conodont Zonation,

 

Kon-Tiki and the fable of its voyage, that little restaurant with the pancakes

 

Eaten in cycles of ten and then one hundred, a whispered temperament, a place like

 

Nicky’s, where we wandered, baby lizards in the Snow Queen’s labyrinth.

 

  Meat Counter

 

Liz:      To tell the truth, I don’t want lots of meat.

            I’m thinking that I might go back to vegan…

 

Freddy: Sure. If you say so, Liz.                                                        

 

Liz:                                                      I didn’t mean—

 

Freddy: We’re late enough already. At this point

            We won’t get in till after nine. And don’t forget

            What that old timer said. I don’t like it.

 

Pancho: That old guy was just gabbing. I should know.

            At my last job, there was this grizzled gent

            Quite like our moony talker. Every night

            He’d unspool gloaming minatory threads

            Of ancient warning, none of it for real.

            For instance—what?

Freddy:                                   I want to go.

            

Pancho:                                                     So let’s.

            You order: I’ll be fine with anything,

            As long as it’s not rat cake. That shit’s nasty.

 

Ina:     I don’t think that’s a thing, Pancho. You dreamed it.

 

Pancho: Whatever. I don’t like it.

 

Counter Guy:                                 Thirty-four?

 

Liz:      That’s us! We’re on the way to [muffled sound]

            To stay a week or two, and everyone

            Says [static] is horrendous after six.

            So could I please have four thick marbled steaks?

            We’ll broil them indoors, then play a game.

 

Counter Guy: Meat is what we’ve got. It’s extra good.

 

Liz: Okay, well, like I said, we want some beef—

 

Counter Guy: What we’ve got is meat. No special type.

            But once you’ve tasted it, you won’t go back.

 

Pancho: No special type? I’m sorry, that’s insane.

            As if you cooked it up in your own lab?

 

Counter Guy: No. That’s not it.

 

Pancho:                                  What is it then?

 

Counter Guy:                                                        It’s meat.

 

Ina: All of the sudden, I don’t feel so good.

 

Liz: From the drugs?

 

Ina:                              No, not the drugs.  I need some air.

 

Counter Guy: Why don’t you come back here, miss? You’ll feel better.

 

 

all of the 

           love     all of the 

                                   text   all of the 

                                                          best things  

            

                                              all of the sudden

 

                        all of the

                                   time    all of the 

                                                         money           all of the 

                                                                                          markets

 

all of the sudden                               all of the sudden 

            

            you’re racing              all of the sudden                   you’re in it 

 

all of the sudden       a wedding      all of the sudden       your phone dies        

 

                        all of the sudden                   all of the sudden

 

            quite dizzy                  all of the sudden       I’m skidding   

 

all of a 

           feeling            all of a 

                                             planet             all of a 

                                                                               person            all of a 

            

            sudden           all of a 

                                                            story               all of a 

                                                                                              timeslice         all of a 

            package          all of a 

                                              sudden          all of the sudden       

 

                        all of a sudden

 

                                              all of the sudden       

                                                                                          he comes back           and 

 

all of a sudden           the stinkeye               then all of the sudden           my fan base               

                     or then all of a sudden          I feel   faint                except            

            

            all of a sudden           with no build up        all of the sudden        a crazy man

            

                        who all of a sudden               was all alone                                                  

 

then all of the sudden 

 

the phone rings 

 

and it’s Kinky Leo      

 

it’s your mom            it’s Ponch 

                                                            and I say, hey Ponch

 

and all of a sudden                I’m supposed to just stay quiet        the sort of thing

 

            that happens                         all of the sudden       the sort of person 

 

                        who shows up

 

all of a sudden a flash of light all of the sudden I’m in the shower all of the sudden my roommate all of the sudden I get sleepy all of a sudden it’s full on demon mode or all of the sudden out of the blue a van pulls in the driveway then out of the blue all of a sudden you’re in a noisy scary place and all of the sudden it’s garbage or all of a sudden you wake up in Australia and out of the blue to see something that disturbing or all of a sudden it’s raining but then all of the sudden slips into the hand of the destroyer didn’t just happen out of the blue didn’t happen all of a sudden except all of a sudden she shows up and then out of the blue he said all of the sudden they text me out of the blue I didn’t even know all of the sudden all of the sounds all of a sudden all of the people all of a dream all part of a dream all of the sudden all part of a memory all of a sudden all of a language all part of the language all of the picture all part of the picture all of the puzzle all part of the same puzzle all of a journey all part of a journey all of a plan all part of the same plan all of a process all part of the process all of the group all part of the group all of my family all part of my family all of a moment all part of the moment all of a culture all part of a culture all of the world all part of the world all of a plan all part of a plan 

 

and then all of the sudden

 

all of a sudden we’re back to the beginning and the phone rings and it’s Nicky